Some random stuff i found in my diary

I just felt like posting it

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03/24/07
To my beloved piece of machinery,

I know this looks emo but... I had to let this out somehow. My pride is taking over, and people aren't happy about it. I finally realized that I hate this world. that I have been hating my life subconsciously, without me knowing it. It's bad, I know. All my life, I have been trying to escape my reality, by building or creating a world of my own.

Why? Well..

I don't trust men because they are too weak, and I don't trust women either because they take advantage of a man's weakness (does not apply to everyone though). But if I'm not siding on anyone, then what am I? Gah! What am I thinking?!

But then again..

Nobody's perfect. Not even me. Heh. Definitely not me. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. It's hard to trust people these days. Everything is full of deceit. Lies. But there is nothing that I could do. I can't control the world. I guess I'll just have to live with it.


I feel so foolish right now. What's the point of writing when it will be kept and stored away forever anyway?

-Elion

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